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Awhile ago my dad was listening to me talk about drama that was going on at school. He said to me, very seriously, "If you want to be home schooled, let me know and I'll make it happen."

Well since the brain tumor invaded his memory, he does not remember this. I had been talking to my friend and she wants to be online schooled as well. The more we talked about it, the more I wanted this to actually happen. I wanna keep my job as a babbysitter (I wouldnt be able to do it because of school times), I don't want to wake up so early, I dont want distractions, go at my own pace, graduate early, not deal with stupid teachers at my school, I want to learn thing from the comforts of my own home. My dad supports me but wants to know more, my mom is convinced I'll fall back into depression because of lack of socialization (which I may add, I"ll be seeing my friends on the weekends and making more friends.

( and to be honest, I hate talking to people. I only have 4 friends and I only like them. I dont want to talk and have to deal with people who dont give a shit about education and not wanting to go to college. I want to learn things and achieve a GPA of 3.4 or higher! My family doesnt understand that I like to isolate myself. They say its not healthy but I will still talk to people. I like to make up worlds in my head instead of listening and dealing with drama of my own and others. they dont really know me.))

my grandmother straight out said no and my grandfather just laughed. My g-ma is all like "you need to talk and interact and know and have social skills. Look where that has landed me! Drama, drama, drama. They dont seem to care why i want this and are saying drama isnt a really reason. Dude... its better for everyone's social and mental health. They are clearly too old to remember what high school was really like. I just wish they would be open minded about it like my dad was. I am so frustrated and tired of their bullshit.

Why cant they understand me?!
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A little over a month ago, my friend Jordan Denton's sister found 4 kittens on the side of the rode. One got away. My family took the remaining 3 in our care. They were only a few weeks old and were all brothers. Our dog Sadie "mothered them" in a way... One was a tabby who is now named Murphy and lives with a wonderful family with children that love him and play with him. One was a black one who'...s name is Tobias (AKA Toby). We kept him for ourselves. Then last but not least, there was a dark tabby was named Dr. Sheldon Cooper (AKA Coop) and given to Cindy Johnson Allison 'Ginger' Cooper and Marlena Cooper. A family I knew he was meant for. At 2 months of age, Coop had passed away unexpectedly today. Coop will for ever be in our hearts and will never be forgotten. He has left a little paw print in everyones hearts. Toby will miss him the most.

RIP ♥ Sheldon Coop

We all love you, Coop....
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I'm really happy on what im doing on here and maybe i can get you into polyvore too?? check it out and tell me what you think :)
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So for christmas i asked for photoshop. i didnt get it b/c its expensive im sure. but i got something just the same but a different brand.. idk how i like it... its still new and confusing. the only reason i got it was to do stuff with polyvore with it but i cnt crop the pics or make things fade... least tht i know of.... idk how much it was but im sure it wasnt cheap. gah idk wat to do...
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• [x] You are loud.

• [x] You liked going to school to see your friends.

• [x] You've had more than a couple detentions.

• [x] You always have something to do on the weekends.

• [x] You like to be the center of attention.

• [x] You get above average grades in school.

• [x] You've been called bossy before.

• [x] You're a bit of a daredevil / you like an adrenaline rush.

• [] You are athletic.

• [] You are one of the best players on your team.

• [x] You would do anything for your loved ones.

• [] You like the colour red.

• [x] Your favourite class is Transfiguration or DADA.

• [x] You would never break a promise.



• [x] You have many acquaintances, but only a handful of good friends.

• [x] You get average grades in school.

• [] You've been called boring before.

• [x] You don't like to brag about your achievements.

• [x] You value honesty.

• [x] You don't mind working hard to get what you want.

• [] You like the colour yellow.

• [] You have a job.

• [] You are athletic.

• [] You are a team player.

• [x] You are in the middle of the social totem pole.

• [x] You are easily amused.

• [x] You like helping others.

• [] Your favourite class is Herbology or Divination.

• [] You like the music played on the radio best.



• [x] You get good grades in school.

• [x] You like to read.

• [] Dumb people annoy you.

• [x] You are creative.

• [] You've been called a know-it-all before.

• [] You would say your intelligence level is higher than most.

• [] You hate cheating.

• [] People often want you to help them with homework or projects.

• [x] You are more into the creative arts: theatre, dancing, drawing, etc.

• [] You are extremely logical in your way of thinking.

• [] You are considered shy or quiet by people you don't know.

• [] You like the colour blue.

• [x] Your favourite class is A History of Magic, Charms, or Care of Magical Creatures.

• [x] You tend to over analyze things.

• [] You can focus and pay attention well.



• [x] You are very competitive.

• [] You like the finer things in life.

• [] You think welfare is a waste.

• [x] You've made fun of someone in the past week.

• [] You've been called a snob before.

• [] You think the end justifies the means.

• [x] You're not afraid to say something to someone else's face.

• [] You tend to think people are a bit jealous of you.

• [x] You've made someone cry by just saying something to them.

• [x] You tend to root for the villains in movies, books, etc.

• [] You are very good with words.

• [] Above all, you want to be successful in life.

• [x] You like the colour green.

• [] You love to win.

• [x] Your favourite class is Potions or DADA.

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I'm a gryffindor! And next a hufflepuff :) they're cute <3
soo.... i need major help here.. so maria gotme on the site for National Novel Writing Month ( )... so im writing that fallen angel story.. well im getting NO WHERE on the story. i never finished it so i have to now haha THANKS MARIA. well if you guys could read it and give me some thoughts??? it would help LOADS lol
this is my first journal! and i loove hows its on halloween lol
so mixed feelings right now, yes?
yes... yes i am.. well ya see.... like mass ppl (mostly family i guess) say im a great artist but i hardly believe them. compared to my bff maria and allison, i suck llama balls!!!
yes thts right.. llama balls..
i found a new and cooler way to draw eyes but when i draw them on a face and head and what not, it looks complete anime and thts not really wat im going for..
maria's is kind of anime but not really.. mostly cartoon?? but its amazing!! and i would do anything to draw like tht!
anyways... i cnt draw a head right... i cant draw a body right... i suck!! thts why i've been posting Polyvore chiz on here..
if anyone could PLZZ (maria and allison *hint* *HINT*) could show me some cool ways to draw i would love u for freaking ever!!!
ya so thts whats up..

Happy Halloween Peeps!!
<3 <3