Truely frustrated and pissed off

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Awhile ago my dad was listening to me talk about drama that was going on at school. He said to me, very seriously, "If you want to be home schooled, let me know and I'll make it happen."

Well since the brain tumor invaded his memory, he does not remember this. I had been talking to my friend and she wants to be online schooled as well. The more we talked about it, the more I wanted this to actually happen. I wanna keep my job as a babbysitter (I wouldnt be able to do it because of school times), I don't want to wake up so early, I dont want distractions, go at my own pace, graduate early, not deal with stupid teachers at my school, I want to learn thing from the comforts of my own home. My dad supports me but wants to know more, my mom is convinced I'll fall back into depression because of lack of socialization (which I may add, I"ll be seeing my friends on the weekends and making more friends.

( and to be honest, I hate talking to people. I only have 4 friends and I only like them. I dont want to talk and have to deal with people who dont give a shit about education and not wanting to go to college. I want to learn things and achieve a GPA of 3.4 or higher! My family doesnt understand that I like to isolate myself. They say its not healthy but I will still talk to people. I like to make up worlds in my head instead of listening and dealing with drama of my own and others. they dont really know me.))

my grandmother straight out said no and my grandfather just laughed. My g-ma is all like "you need to talk and interact and know and have social skills. Look where that has landed me! Drama, drama, drama. They dont seem to care why i want this and are saying drama isnt a really reason. Dude... its better for everyone's social and mental health. They are clearly too old to remember what high school was really like. I just wish they would be open minded about it like my dad was. I am so frustrated and tired of their bullshit.

Why cant they understand me?!
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